I just took my last Gonal F (aka the mindfuck drug). Thank the powers that be. That drug has messed with my brain so much. I was in Tar.get yesterday, saw baby bathing suits and sniffled my way through the store. Then I stopped in the beer and wine aisle to get something for my husband and I nearly lost it. The only thing that kept me together was thinking that I would look like an alcoholic if I sat down and sobbed in front of the Yellow Tail. Instead I cried on the cashier when she carded me and told me I looked good for 30. Talk about awkward moments.
Apparently I'm at risk for triplets or some other multiple because I have at the very least 4 good eggs. I'll know tomorrow morning if I have any more that are good lookin. Darlings, I just want to get pregnant and stay pregnant. I don't care if it's with one or three. I really don't think I'd reduce if I managed to incubate multiples. One step at a time, though. Let's get pregnant first.
Current side effects from Gonal F include cramps, super low low energy, mood swings and today's special addition, dizziness. We were supposed to go see a movie, but I couldn't sit up, so it turned into a lazy day.
My husband is holding up well from all the side effects. We've only fought once and I'm positive it was his fault. :)
You crack me up! I lost it on a Target cashier once when she asked how far along I was while purchasing a onesie for a friend...can't an infertile with a pooch just buy some baby stuff?! Hope you get some good news tomorrow!
ReplyDeleteI wish I was as witty as you!! You are hilarious!! Update us on your appointment tomorrow!
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