So menopur...y'all weren't lying when you said that burns. It leaves a nice little bruise on me too. I hate it, but not quite as much as gonal f. Holy mood swings, batman. I had a meltdown on Husband yesterday because I wanted to watch the Olym.pics with him, but he wasn't home. For some reason, that called for a snotty, sobbing phone call with him......while he was on the way home. I get clingy when I don't feel well, don't judge me.
I went for an E2 check on Saturday and it came back at a whopping 60. We increased my gonal f (the f stands for fuck, as in mindfuck) to 150iu and let me tell you. It has made me insssssssssssane. There is no rhyme or reason to my moods right now. I feel a lot like this: Oh, you've just given me a bad look? I hate your face. You cut me off in traffic? Die in a fire. You've kept me waiting for something? You must have nerve.
I forgot about these effects of the drugs. I forgot how I don't feel like myself and it takes everything I have to just deal with people. All I want to to is sleep and let this process happen to me instead of being an active participant. Does that even make sense?
This is a really whiney post. I'm sorry for that. Next post will be upbeat. And have pictures, I promise.
Tomorrow is a follicle check and another E2. I hope this stuff is working!
Xoxo
Welcome to the hormonal rollercoaster with a little power kick to it. Things will get better as u adjust to the meds.
ReplyDeleteI never really have liked roller coasters. I have the worst headache too. Adjust soon, body!
DeleteI didn't notice the mood swings, but oh I remember the headache...constant. The burning too, ouch! And bruises galore! Oh the joys, but you know what??? Soooo worth it! I am hoping the same is true for you!
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