Weezy is back!

Gah! My friends, I have missed you.  I'm back in action, but with sad news.  Aunt G died the day after I wrote my post.  It was all very sudden and it's difficult to process still.  We miss her so much.  The Weezys gathered and threw her a fantastic party.  Casa de Noodle catered the ..wake?  Reception?  Anyway, fun was had by all.  We told stories of Aunt G (some started at 'and then there was light', so I mean, the stories could be long) and all drank Pinot Grigio in her honor.  I'm part of such a fabulous family.

So other than all that, things have been mostly quiet. Lots of baby happenings in my world and it's tough to not feel left out.  I'm in a strange place and I'm trying to process all my feelings.  Even though I've decided to create a family by "alternate means" (for the record, I hate that term) by adopting, I still feel pangs of jealousy from all the baby announcements and births.  Does one every overcome this feeling of inadequacy?  Maybe I'm not at the complete acceptance stage of this journey.

If we're counting (and I'm only vaguely doing so), this is cycle day 2.  I was thinking that if I keep ovulating every month (haven't missed a month for 3 years now..high five!) I could run the risk of getting pregnant.  I'm not going back on birth control, ever, so I guess we'll see what happens.  It'd be freaking weird if I got pregnant.  Like super duper freak out, call one of you and cry weird. 

A word to the wise, Fift.y Shades of G.rey is not about shades of color in any way shape or form.  I read The Hun.ger Games, but have heard mixed reviews about the movie. I've heard there's too much shakey cam in it.  I'm so pleased that The Real Houswives of New Jersey are back.  I missed that freak show (guilty pleasure!).

How are y'all?  I've missed you guys so so much.  Tell me what's going on with you.